You can break my heart but you can*t break me completely. I*ve let you get away with far too much. & to discover that I STILL have feelings for you litterally makes me sick to my stomach... Why though? You make me feel weak.. unhappy.. ugly.. I*d say you*ve temporarily destroyed me, but that would be handing you power you don*t deserve in the first place.. No human being does well with broken promises. Lie after lie. You lure me back everytime. But, nonetheless, what you see if what you get. & what you get will last a lifetime if you*re not careful. People don*t REALLY change.. I seemed to have put too much faith into our relationship.. for you. But for the record, my heart was deeply involved.. it DOES matter.

I would rather hear the cold-hearted truth than a dump truck full of lies. Now that the skies have cleared, I can see things for what they really are.